Saturday, June 13, 2009

Question for Sifu from 6/13/09 Class

For Sifu,
May we have clarification on a couple of movements? (Classmates--If you can think of the other question(s), can you please add to this?)

Ba Duan Jin:
In the 4th piece of brocade (palms down on either side near the waist and we twist to each side), we're supposed to look as far back with our eyes as we can. Do our heads keep twisting all the way over our shoulders (like a spiral or screw) or do our heads only rotate in line with our shoulders so that our heads are always in line with our center line, but only our eyes keep moving towards our shoulders?

Needle at sea bottom:
Just confirming that at the bottom, when hands are on either side of the knee, that our abs are tight and pelvis/hips are tucked in that the lower back is straight and not curved. The shoulders are not hunched, of course. All weight is on the right leg, also. Is that right? Or are the hips/butt somewhat more relaxed?

Thank you, Sifu, (with salute)!

Class Notes: 5/2/09 & 5/23/09

Here are more notes from class. The one thing I've been forgetting to do that I know Steve used to do was to write down what our drills or practice were for the day. I'll remember to do that. Anyway we must've been working our our breathing and focus in May:

Focus on breath--the deepest breath pushes the pelvic floor.
Train movement that does not inhibit breathing.Purpose the thought, emotion and movement through breathing.

Difficult goal is to focus on one thing or movement while being aware of everything/your whole body. It is an absence of distraction.

If you're tense and don't know it, it manifests itself in two words, "I Am!" For example, someone tells you to "relax." You respond defensively, "I AM!" or "I KNOW!" It is a knee jerk reaction. You are unaware of your baseline tension.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Things to work on this saturday.

Hello everyone!-
Yesterday, as I was doing a kettlebell work out in the park near my house, I observed a few people practicing Tai Chi together. It was very interesting. It closely resembled what we do (the hands form was a little different but the sword form was exsactly the same) except for one thing. Posture! Their chests were sunk in and their necks were chickened forward. If there is one thing that Sifu says that has been burned into my mind forever it is "Pull your head up!" I like that we have been going through the entire form the past couple of weeks, but this weekend as Sifu is away, I prepose that we break things down a little more and really work on pulling our posture tall and tucking our hips in the proper postures. I just wanted to get everyone eleses thoughts on what we should focus on this week as Sifu is out of town?
Also, this morning as I was covering the Chi Gong class that my mother teaches, I was relived and happy to see Mitsuko in attendence and in high spirit. She told me she would be there on saturday so I just thought I would let everyone know incase anyone was concerned for her. Hope everyone has been having a great week and I look forward to a great class as always on saturday.

Monday, June 8, 2009

Class notes - 6/6/09

Hello, Saturday classmates,

As much as possible, I will post our Saturday tai chi class notes. I'm going to start with the most recent and work backwards up to a couple of months. They may not be 100% accurate, so I hope Sifu will correct what I have been able to decipher. If anyone has any questions about any particular parts of the form and you're able to describe the movement you're thinking about, Sifu said that he would attempt to respond from the road, if not in class. So, here were the gems from last Saturday:

Anybody can move. You have to move with coordinated motion. Coordinated motion requires control.

You need to have:
Straight posture (lower back strength)
Pelvis control
Deliberate step (no dropping into your step)
Breath control

Then be aware of the experience.

You need to carry adequate discipline so that you can see your shortcomings/weak or off spots.

Be aware of every microsecond. Is it right? Does it feel right?

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Try to keep the "palm leaf" hand (line between tip of index finger down to opposite lower corner of palm, then relax rest of hand around that line). Hands are predominantly this way throughout the form with a few exceptions (punches, gouges, single whip, etc.)

When transitioning from pushing toward the right, then trailing the hands 180 degrees into single whip, the left palm pushes outward somewhat--it's a neck dragging (?) move.

We were speaking of knee injuries. Knee injuries often start at the hips or feet. Women in high heels or people who wear thick soled boots often experience problems, too. They get no feedback from the ground.

I will also add pointers that were for particular students, but are areas that we can all benefit from in practice:

Focus
Breathing
Intention

See you next time,
Ros

Thursday, May 7, 2009

RT: Handholding

As much as I hate to repost this: HERE IT GOES...
http://sifucheng.blogspot.com/2008/06/handholding.html

Read it. Re-read it. And then think on this...

"A word to the wise isn't necessary - it's the stupid ones that need the advice."
- Bill Cosby.

Handholding, while irritating as F--KIN' HELL and unbelievably time-consuming for the leader, can be one of the only ways of making efficient progress for the student who recognizes the importance of the leader's message, yet doesn't have a clearcut understanding of how to implement the leader's knowledge.

Far too often, we as instructors (at least in this country) want to just teach and set someone free to do their own thing. Unfortunately, that often results in the student floundering about in his/her own randomness, wasting energy trying to reinvent the wheel instead of swallowing their overinflated sense of self and independence and ASKING wholeheartedly to learn a step-by-step process.

[Man, that's some harsh sounding rhetoric there. I don't have an overinflated sense of self!... BULLSH!#... If you didn't have that overinflated sense of self, you'd have recognized your own lack of understanding and done something concrete towards improving that situation. Did you handle it yourself? Did you ask an expert for help? Or do you still think you've got your $h!# completely under control?]

Parenting can be the same. We want our kids to evolve and expect that we've set the stage for them to bloom by providing them with an education, food, shelter, and boundless love. But sometimes that's not enough.

Take me for example. If I hadn't taken it upon myself to find masters and mentors (outside of the schools my parents paid for) to guide me personally, then there are plenty of instances where I'd never be at the level that I am now.

However, I made sure that for every bit of energy my masters & mentors poured into me, I poured back into them OR poured into my own education so that I wouldn't be such a dead weight on their lives. Throughout the years of my education (which continues to this day), my friends and past girlfriends often criticized me harshly, saying stuff like...

"Why are you kissing so & so's ass?"

"Why do you have to do so much for so & so?"

"How come so & so isn't paying you?"

"Why are you working so many hours for such low pay?"

"For someone with a college degree and a professional licensure, why are you getting up so early just to scrub down an herb cooker and do someone's filing?"

I heard all sorts of $hi# and then some. And I won't lie. It irritated me having to explain some of these issues, and there were more than a few times that I began to see things through the eyes of my friends. And my inner attitude occasionally shifted from grateful to entitled.

Thank God I have a better grip on the situation now. These days, I understand that the people that say such things say them out of ignorance or entitlement, and that their attitudes don't have to reflect on me or how I choose to interact with the people who do so much to teach me and provide opportunities for me.

Even among the readers of this blog, I've heard comments like, "You do an awful lot for Pavel" or "I know Gray's your teacher, but I still think he should've paid you to write that book and given you more credit on the Turkish Get-Up" or "Why are you paying the Lee family a big lai-see when you spend more time teaching at Gee Yung than you get to train?" or "How come you killed off your clinic practice for so many months while you were translating, editing, and rewriting Master Lin's book without pay?"

Here's my reply... SHUT UP and listen more... and then DO more. Your speculation is worthless. Your actions, your generosity, your giving of self and resources is all that's meaningful.

Those of you who think or talk that way do so because you're trying to curry favor with me in a cowardly and unethical way, and most likely, you don't really understand the way my relationship is predicated with my teachers.

What makes me a strong leader and a great instructor is the fact that I am first and foremost a devoted follower and a hungry student.

* I am not afraid to ask others to handhold me through certain steps of a process, or to spoonfeed me information, even though there are times when those I ask may look at me with great disdain for having asked.

* I am not afraid to work twice as hard as anyone else around me or around them because I know that the handholding, mentoring process is a laborious, time-consuming, and usually financially punishing undertaking.

* I am not afraid to devote more of my time to my teachers because, in teaching me, they are spending hours they could have spent on someone or something else that would bring them more income or greater joy.

* I am not afraid to put someone else before me, since you cannot lead from the rear and you cannot follow from the front.

* I am not afraid to reprioritize my "friendships" and other relationships since the views of others in my social circle may get in the way of the progress and growth I can best make by serving others.

* I am not afraid of investing time and money in learning a skill set that I've researched and believe in. The investment of time & money in these skill sets will eventually turn into revenue as long as I know how to use those skills to provide meaning and value for others. More importantly, I must know how to communicate that value and meaning for others instead of thinking that they will magically flock to me just because I got business cards printed.

* I am not afraid of telling someone that I don't have time to do whatever it is they want to do if it doesn't move me towards my goals and competes with something important that WILL push me towards my goals.

* I am not afraid of taking the time to spend handholding any one of you who needs it, appreciates it properly, esteems the process and all that's involved in it, benefits from it, and then shows me that you can do all of those things with CONSISTENCY.